HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I have to laugh or I will cry.
To top my super night off my mobile rings. The number sort of rings a bell so I answer it.
I was greeted by Will on the other end. He was ringing me to apologise for HER. Saying she has had a rough few days and she didn't mean what she said. She was bawling in the background and had been since she showed Will what she wrote. Yeah well, that makes 2 of us luv.
I was wavering, feeling sorry for her and I almost told him to tell her that it will be alright and I understand why she said it.
But I had had enough. You can't say that to someone and pretend it never happened and, if she were really sorry she would have grown some balls and rang me herself.
After sitting there crying since I read that message I decided that I needed to end the friendship then and there.
Maybe if she had rung me herself to apologise I might have changed my mind but she hid behind him yet again so that was the final straw.
I told Will that she had made her feelings quite clear on where I stand and there was nothing more to say. I thanked him for the call and hung up on him.
Man, I have never felt so in control of a situation before. I didn't get upset on the phone. I didn't raise my voice. I felt really good when I hung up. Knowing that I don't ever have to deal with her again AND not feeling bad about it like I was a couple of days ago when all this started.
GO ME!!!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
So upset
Fuck you and mind your place you are the one how needs the help. You are a
hopeless mother, I feel sorry for poor little Ella what hope does she have
growing up with poor bogans like you. Don't contact me again you fat slag your
nothing but a user!
This is the message I got tonight off a so called friend.
Real nice. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.
I probably shouldn't have sent the last message I did but fuck if I was going to sit there and take what she said about me.
Shit, I didn't even think it was that bad. All I said to her was that if she couldn't see what she was doing was unacceptable then nothing I could say was going to change that. And thats the response I get back.
Fan - fucken - tastic. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!! I shouldn't let her get to me but it does.
hopeless mother, I feel sorry for poor little Ella what hope does she have
growing up with poor bogans like you. Don't contact me again you fat slag your
nothing but a user!
This is the message I got tonight off a so called friend.
Real nice. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.
I probably shouldn't have sent the last message I did but fuck if I was going to sit there and take what she said about me.
Shit, I didn't even think it was that bad. All I said to her was that if she couldn't see what she was doing was unacceptable then nothing I could say was going to change that. And thats the response I get back.
Fan - fucken - tastic. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!! I shouldn't let her get to me but it does.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Lazy Sunday
Today has been so nice. Very relaxing. Brett is home, the kids are all getting along and my house is sparkling.
It's almost time for lunch and I am stuck for ideas. I might make some french toast as we haven't had that for a long time. It's definitely a hit in this house.
Lincoln, Karen and their brood are coming around this afternoon and staying for a bbq tea. I just hope the rain stays away.
I have been very slack doing my blog. Things are going well here though. Josh and Ella have had their moments over the last couple of weeks but we seem to have got them under control. Both are doing really well in school which I am so pleased about.
Patty has been great. Night times I'm a bit over though. Every night for the past week he has been waking up at some ungodly hour. Then once he is awake the whole house has to be awake, he just lays in his cot and yells out, waiting for someone to go into him. So to keep the peace we have been bringing him straight into bed with us. Bad idea I know but would rather that than have 2 cranky kids in the morning as Josh doesn't like being woken up in the middle of the night.
We are thinking about moving house too. Sick of wasting my money on this shit heap of a house. I would love to buy but we just aren't in a position to do so at the moment. We are totally in love with a house at South Arm. It's about 20mins away from where we are now on some land. It's not completely out in the sticks as it is still only 35mins from there to the city but it's far enough away to enjoy the peace and quiet.
Josh and Ella wouldn't even need to change schools as Brett would have to drive right past where we are now to get to work. So he could just drop them off on his way to work, that way I would only need to make one trip up a day. I'm not going to get my hopes up about it though but we will just have to wait and see.
The parent group is about to start up again for the year. Nominations have to be done every year and I am thinking about relinquishing my role as the Vice-President. I am more than happy to stay on the commitee and I wouldn't mind putting my hand up for the secretaries postition.
Anyway, will leave it there for now. Time to feed the tribe.
It's almost time for lunch and I am stuck for ideas. I might make some french toast as we haven't had that for a long time. It's definitely a hit in this house.
Lincoln, Karen and their brood are coming around this afternoon and staying for a bbq tea. I just hope the rain stays away.
I have been very slack doing my blog. Things are going well here though. Josh and Ella have had their moments over the last couple of weeks but we seem to have got them under control. Both are doing really well in school which I am so pleased about.
Patty has been great. Night times I'm a bit over though. Every night for the past week he has been waking up at some ungodly hour. Then once he is awake the whole house has to be awake, he just lays in his cot and yells out, waiting for someone to go into him. So to keep the peace we have been bringing him straight into bed with us. Bad idea I know but would rather that than have 2 cranky kids in the morning as Josh doesn't like being woken up in the middle of the night.
We are thinking about moving house too. Sick of wasting my money on this shit heap of a house. I would love to buy but we just aren't in a position to do so at the moment. We are totally in love with a house at South Arm. It's about 20mins away from where we are now on some land. It's not completely out in the sticks as it is still only 35mins from there to the city but it's far enough away to enjoy the peace and quiet.
Josh and Ella wouldn't even need to change schools as Brett would have to drive right past where we are now to get to work. So he could just drop them off on his way to work, that way I would only need to make one trip up a day. I'm not going to get my hopes up about it though but we will just have to wait and see.
The parent group is about to start up again for the year. Nominations have to be done every year and I am thinking about relinquishing my role as the Vice-President. I am more than happy to stay on the commitee and I wouldn't mind putting my hand up for the secretaries postition.
Anyway, will leave it there for now. Time to feed the tribe.
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