So confused

I don't know what to do.

I don't know how to fix it.

I don't know if it can be fixed.

I don't know if I want to fix it.

I don't know if I love him anymore.

I don't know if I can cope.

I don't know how the kids will cope.

I don't know if he can cope.

I don't know how he will react.

I just don't know.

I have not stopped thinking about this since I woke up this morning. I feel sick to my stomach and I know that once it's all out in the open there is no going back. I have barely eaten the last 2 days as it's stressing me out so much.

I'm not sick. I'm not having an affair. I am just not happy with my marriage and I am about to open the biggest can of worms there is.